Today and yesterday and the day before.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=SmVAWKfJ4Go


What I wouldn't give to lie on
the living room floor
with a lover
and cry.

Ohh that was a spectacular goal!

I'm reading Between the monster and the saint,
by Richard Holloway.

Perhaps subconsciously I read this
but I have been saying lately
that the ultimate goal is death.
On the weekend,
I discovered that Freud also said it.
"The goal of all life is death".

And of course,
the dumb ones amongst us,
who aren't oblivious to it all,
know
having to live
to the end,
is harrowing.

What I meant to write,
was,
why do I self-destruct?
Why interact with people
who I know wont give me what I want,
and therefore make me artificially sad.

It's almost as though I'm rebelling
against my calm normal self,
right, it's time for a dip on the old
straight line graph of life.
Silence echos loudly.

It's like knocking on someone's door;

Knock knock.
Silence,
Silence who? WTF?

Oh it's me, I just wanted to..
It's just me, sorry I...

...need to explain myself.

Wait!
Open the fucking door,
and you can tell me you don't want
what I'm selling.

Otherwise, you know I'll come back later,
when things are going well
but I just want to feel like shite.

Hey it was a rhetorical Hello.

Fuck you,
and goodnight.

Room for an alibi.

Ah Engrish. Have you got your Wickets?
And please no smoking behind the sign.
Aparently the horizon is 3 kilometers away. I'm not so sure.
Standing on the windowsill at Tokyo Government Building.

Waiting for the bus to take us to Ibis Hotel in Sydney.

Strangely embarrassed to be asked
do I have a blog?

It's on the internet granted,
though I only let certain people
into my world.

Kindly move curser to top right hand corner,
click on X.

My own fault really,
I stumbled under the knowing eyes
of Dollface, (She does! She does have a blog!),
how could I lie?

Nevertheless, I'm more likely to have
a good alibi this way.

When I die, I'm going to Japan.

So this was Japan.
The photos are displayed from end to start I think.
Anyway, make up your own story.

Otherwise, explanations will be located
here: Lomo.




























Japan was great.