The more you want the less you get

I didn't sleep at all last night.

I played Words with friends instead,

I got bitten by mosquitoes,

I removed a dead gekko from my room (thanks Scully),

I drank milk,

I smoked cigarettes,

I listened to Andrew Johnson "Positivity",

I checked my email,

I moved to the other side of my bed,

I changed 3 pillows,

I played Pulp - Babies a lot.

I just kept trying to be still,

because I always remember 

Dollface telling me that when she couldn't 

sleep as a child,

her mother would say 

"lie very still and keep your eyes closed,

it's the same as sleeping".

Post day number 4.

The postmen were in the box room!  I had to be quick.

Another prize home, Another prize home,

Plan: Win house, Sell house, Buy nicer house.

I'm still not tired and that's scary.